yesterday was my first thrashing out. wth.
sigh. the world is just soooo realistic. they'll only come to u when they wan something from u. i feel so taken advantaged of. for goodness sake, please dun come to me just to bring ur problems to me. or come to me when u need something from me.
i'm blessed with the patience to deal with ppl like YOU. and blessed with things to attract ppl like YOU. so wat shld i do? keep blessing ppl like YOUs? and at the end of the day after everything is done u'll drop me like i'm some hot shit. u're so self-centered. only u got problems. only u need things or help or watever shit. if only u would just slow down and realise tat u're taking and taking and not giving. i'll give. but u will never return anything.
dun feel appreciated. bloody fking at all. i'm seriously considering to help out in some elderly ministry. at least my work dun go to waste.
u call urself a fren? but u again and again prove urself so wrong to me.
i'll continue to bless. cuz the Lord bless me with so much. financially, work, relationships (my girls and baby).
but it comes to a point when i'll be tired. sick and tired of giving to ppl like u. sick of feeling unappreciated.
no i'm not trying to gain sympathy. i'm just trying to let it all out. dun try to be nice to me all of sudden. cuz it's so fake and artificial. (no. not refering to gui fang. cuz she's always nice. thanks gal.)

anyway. finally worship yesterday feels right.